Lee ®

still like the hyper dunk, good recommendation~

人就是这么的残酷，冷酷无情的欺骗，

坡人一直都致力于将自己追捧为全世界最优秀的华人品种，而事实呢？除了极端的自私自利，小气贪金，关键时候容易落井下石，脑子不太灵光，也就没有什么太大的缺陷了。但是就最优秀的华人品种而言确实还应该划个问号。

这么些年来，真应该感谢这么多年和我在一起生活过的那些“真挚”的好友，以及名义上“爱过”的人。处于难得迫于无赖的机会，有形无形让我顿时间搽亮了双眼，看清了很多一直自认为相当可观，相当确定的东西，原来戏演得再真实也不过是一场虚情假意的骗局，没什么意思。看来过去的付出还真没有“白费”。  有时候与其自嘲下贱愚蠢的人是自己，还不如反过来多多向别人学习应该是多么的狡猾，卑劣。 看了一下，这世界两种人你千万别做，一就是好男人，因为好男人不会有好报，最重要的是还会被挂上下贱一名，姑且撇开个人名誉，劳命伤财确实有害身体健康。二就是脾气好的人千万别做，因为这类人就应该苟延残喘的去面对那些脾气暴躁的人，到头来人家的理由总是回比你充分--因为脾气不好请凉解，请喝茶， 难道脾气不好就是天生应该的？老子不相信这套。

人往往的就是那么的下贱， 明知道别人不会在意，不会珍惜，还要开了血本，拼了老命去讨好，费尽心思去迎合，拿脚踹，看脸色都是那么的义无反顾，绝无怨言，不然怎么叫犯贱。长此以往，人们就会认为那是下贱的人应该承担的应该去做的，一切理所当然，而且做不到200%来还会有意见，犯毛病。 结论呢，就是我错了，下贱的不够彻底，需要坚决彻底的洗心革面外加改进，下次还应该更下贱。

呜呼哀哉！ 古人云：“人不为己，天诛地灭”。这话看来一点不假，简单明了，可谓是最优秀之华人品种的浓缩经典。不错，好的品质就应该继续弘扬。 问题不能解决就先放在一边，见人落水最好是再踹上一脚--管他是死是活，反正我不吃亏。

生活是如此的丰富多采，生活是如此的五彩斑斓

犯的就是这个贱

F18 ready to take off

F16 Thunderbird

finally I can wear the mortar, stand in front the fucking NUS board and taking this fucking picture.

now ah bian is working for the damn ST Marine,

work for the dislike most government- singapore

work with the dislike most people group- indian

work on the dislike most working environment - shipyard

stay in the dislike most place- singapore HDB

get up damn early before sun raise, go back damn late even sun set, wad the hell is this? is this the reason i came here study?

build the damn SPACE ship, fuck!!!

screw, screw,screw, screw all the fukcers i dun like!

it's the kinda of feeling u get when u're around her

you get excited, you can eat.... juz staring at her makes you feel happy and you can tell her everything

you can be yourself and not pretend

you feel free when you're with her.

you feel she is everthing when you're with her.

you will miss her all the way even if she is not beside you.

you can throw eveything to be with her, she is most beautiful in your eyes.

就这样的，我有惊无险的完成了所有的新加坡国立大学课程。

过程很辛酸，也很痛苦！！

要伤害人并不一定要拳脚他，可能最厉害的是剥夺他最心爱的，或是最想要的。贰拾多年来第一次被人暴头留学，呵呵，还是在国外。不然那人可死的难看。赔礼道歉有个屁用，还不如我给他几百让我海贬他一顿。道歉，说得如此轻巧~！解决的方式对于奖学金者来讲也就只有一个。 家里人的意见也在我意料之中，关心甚少。

正在我为此事愤愤不平时，没想到就在血洒球场的当天，奶奶去世了，如同晴天霹雳。不巧的事情往往会连续的发生，但怎么好的那份却始终不会来。但我还是很确定，人生就像过山车，有高潮就一定会有低谷。恰巧开心的总是那么短，学会珍惜也是一种美德。但愿低谷很快能过去。

老妈，生日快乐！

感冒处于高度紧张忙碌的状态下，渐渐的康复。做死，背死，忙死，像条狗，昨晚又是五点睡。怎么term paper 越写越多，group project 也是一个接一个，考试，外加还是考试。完全就不想一个即将毕业生的生活。好不容易盼来Mid term break，调整，整调。。。

明天就是Singapore Air Show，没有Thunderbird，我依然期待

Nam Dae Mun 南大门-崇文门

同样是那么的灯火通明,作为韩国一字号国宝的南大门2008年2月11日,一把大火烧得一干二净.好在林伯1月11日,还给它留下了最后的一张珍贵照片,回想还在首尔那天,就犹如昨晚一般,一个人晃悠到了南大门，还在在附近的南大门市场闲逛。。。就这么的，没有了，好像Seung给我说的：Such a stupid country! Haizz.这也应该算是韩国人2008年第一件不幸的事了。

刚从国内回来，始终提不起来精神，昨晚迷迷糊糊的睡了12个小时，今天还去上了一整天的课。鼻塞，流鼻涕，头也痛，还发现右眼蒙蒙的，好难受，于是下午去学校的医院看了一下，原来是眼睛发炎了，还加重感冒。6点多回到寝室就蒙头睡到8点才起来，照照镜子，发现鼻子上面有个烟头烫的疤！这才反应过来，我已经不是在宜昌了。

在宜昌的十天，点点滴滴，一清二楚。从到家的那一晚，每天至少喝3顿，一顿比一顿清醒，最经典的也就是看见瘸子在糖果蹲在地上一边high一边吃盒饭，我也是那个时候下午的那顿酒才慢慢清醒。

卢少爷的生日，坐了7个小时汽车我也算是赶上了，去了酒店就开始灌，第一晚糖果不太清楚了

第二日，B哥大寿，吃饭就喝了好多，晚上又在糖果，B哥在东航的保护下，上台与谢子合唱

第三日，鲍姐请客，晏姗扯皮，害得我还大发脾气，气走了张聪，鲍姐也气哭了。不过从这天开始，B哥就是以三九胃泰代酒了！

第四日，下午陪鲍姐值班，斗地主，晚上接着喝，之后又是糖果，点了瓶酒，不知道为什么人全部都去了十六铺~？？

第五日，除夕，中午在外婆那边团年，陪几个亲戚，喝喝。下午隐约记得还帮别人做了一档数学题。 晚上在爸家这边团年，陪几个爹，只觉得喝惨了。之后又去了糖果，况公子，瘸子，都已经在那边喝的差不多了，12点多去点了孔明灯，放了好多焰火，也看了好多焰火

第六日，初一，中午去了姑姑的新家，喝。下午好像是和B哥在麻将，记不太清楚了，晚上请鲍姐还有B哥几个吃的饭，之后去了哪里也又记不太清楚了。

第七日，初二，下午和B哥拜神，晚上在我家吃的饭，喝得好像是五粮液，还有两瓶什么白酒忘记了，后来去了阿玛尼，二筒姐做的庄。好像两瓶杰克丹尼，啤酒无数。许鹏，搞麻了的，喝喝

第八日，初三，中午是我们家请客亲戚，但是中午卢少爷请客在江南烤全羊，超级赞。晚上回家了陪几个爹又喝喝。晚上况公子请客，糖果杰克丹尼。

第九日，初四，中午在四伯家拜年，下午陪妈妈去逛街。晚上东航同志请吃饭，主要是要解决近期混乱的局面。喝酒，还得自己开车回家，唉晚上就的去机场了。。。

晕乎乎的到了广州，后来又到了新加坡，后来又回到寝室。午餐时还想着家中的大鱼大肉。休整中，晚上无意听到了谢子的《我不是坏男人》，感觉前面的十天历历在目，于是我抓紧时间记下了所有的一切，以免会忘记。深刻的体会到了回国的混乱chaos。 不管怎样开心就好，遗憾的是快乐的时光不能永远留在身边。

大華

我五个侄儿侄女，其中的三个，洋洋，城城，小妹　　　　　　　　　　　传说中的－－－－－烤全羊，喝喝

The most wonderful time should become the final champion of the tournament!

Despite get a serious sunburn, those marks of bruise and knee injury, we felt very good when the referee blew the final whistle.  We are the winner, won 4 in row in the whole tournament.

Basketball Guys, Congratulation!

Quite sad forget to take the team photo after we win!!

多少有点遗憾，今年的圣诞没有能回去同B哥像以往那样分享，不过好在知道他们过得还蛮开心，送上了祝福，也就心满意足了。圣诞前夜也是最糟糕的，竟然可以无聊到跑去打篮球，不过好在今天下午能出去同Stephen还有Sunny共进晚餐。一个人在国外什么都能忍，什么都可以不怕，但最不能忍受，最不能接受的就是逢年过节没有亲戚朋友在身边，总算，总算这个圣诞节往年看到比春节还要重要的日子，悻悻的过去了。

最近也是很衰，去Lab作FYP都能被Lab Assistant骂。大大咧咧的，和旺财晚上看了National Treasure坐的士车，还能遇上车祸，车毁近半，不幸中的万幸，我竟然一点没有受伤，留下一条小命。不然Miss 60真应该遗憾没有能和我吃上顿饭，也许这就是人们所谓的天灾。FYP 的进度也不怎么的顺利，一个Piston的尺寸始终做不好，拖了又拖，不懂还要拖到何时，害得林伯都不敢安心的买了机票去首尔过冬，这个应该属于人祸。天灾加人祸，本命年什么都攒齐了。一个人，加上一班靠不牢的朋友，这些不幸中的不幸，也应该有一个比较合适的答案。

不管怎么样，这一年也就最后几天了，咬咬牙也就过了。耶稣，我的主啊，阿拉，阿弥陀佛，都显显灵，大发慈悲，保佑最后这几天我还能顺顺利利，明年我能比较好。

俗话说得好，万事开头难，但任何事总是要有开始的时候，事事也是无绝对，所以英语里面有句俗话叫做 NOTHING IS IMPOSSIPLE。 扳指算来昨晚也应该是我们的JB大哥在Clubbing的第一次突破了，很豪爽也是很大方的买酒。最令人吃惊的就是居然能在舞池里面把到MM。很遗憾的是他和那个MM喝了酒就消失了1个多小时，还以为有机会能说上句HELLO。酒至半酣，也是时间讲拜拜了，在路边等德士。也是时候告诉我们的JB大哥，时间不早了，要撤退了。10分钟后，JB大哥悻悻而来，我们这干废物也还有坏人好事的嫌疑，算了既然处都出来了，就去喝个茶以作赔偿了。所以有了第一次，我们也很期待我们的JB大哥能在未来的日子里面有更深层次的突破，进展。。。

the Korean fooler just left, I suddenly feel quiet a lot, because nobody call me Merryan any more, except he was here.

everything can be doped out so happening before he was here. shopping shopping, clubbing clubbing, meeting meeting, drinking drinking. Every images like be enlarged compare with 2 years ago, when he was a exchange student here. we tried to meet all the friends he had in Singapore.  But after these two days, I am trying to analyse the definition of friendship again. Some might very be passional but seldom express out by oral, some are totally oppose, they usually say I was dreaming you are here every day. this kind of flam is really make me feel they are disingenuous.

Seung used to ask me a very strange question today. How do I classified the rich people? like how much money a people own can be considered as a RICH MAN? Seriously I never hear such kind of question before, and really get stunned. how to analyse? 1 million, or 10 million USD? I also can be rich in something else, not only money. in this case we only talk about money. but I really have no idea  In my opinion, fortune is always belong to the people who can handle the opportunities very well. but the handling skill is not easy for everyone. some kind of reaping and sowing story. do excellence in your major field have high reputation, only call it Success. Handle the $$ opportunities very well , and suck in all the money, it may be considered as rich. what I am doing now is trying to become best one in the people group, compare those people just beside me, because they are the really person. Bill Gates, Googles' founder are too far away, not realistic for me.  Finally, I didn't give him a really good answer, I think the answer is in my mind already. Father's education is really lower than me several levels, but his success make me admire. in principle, the more educational guy should generate more $$ . (Just joking) I might spend my rest of my life to prove it.

keke, change to some easy topic:

We were at New Asian Bar, Actually I only get know all the guys in the picture. the guy wear the black shirt is Seung. beside him the green guy is Chang(hopefully not spell wrong), also came NUS exchange 2 years ago form Korean U. most funny thing is they  come together without any communication before they come.

Chang is a innocent guy, he got high after some beer, this is in one of the Clark Quay bars, I forget the name.

Seung insisted on moving to the pub which name is Butter Factory, because this girl. This Girl is Seung's one of 'best' friends at sg, only in his opinion, because I really don't agree with him. look at Seung's left cheek, got a kiss, from where I dun know. My hyung insist on, so I dun have choice.

I suggested to take a idiot face of us. this is what he did, funny looking! but I didn't do any thing, because I am really an idiot.

We finished one bottle of red wine,

I call it grape juice. he become like this.

The world is really small!

the tall girl is my GEK1520 class mate, as well as the tutorial group. she got know Seung when she was at Korean U for exchanging program.

I dun know why she said I am 乖 boy looking, this is my image from her when she took the module.

I brought him to St Jams, Dragonfly, Aras as well, open bottle to celebrate this fooler's coming. After several round, we finish the whole bottle, three of them totally got high and at last down.

Second day. he visited the  block we used to stay.  And I can get know the Guy how is the founder of Foodgle hub. and this guy is Choi's friend. I think he did it very X 3 well, after graduate sell the bubble tea at PGP canteen. this is the founder of foodgle. anyway, Success can be lot of way.

Finally we went to YIH

Prof Kim told me, the guy in the post the original imagery is Seung!! Cool, kind of legendary person....

All the best hyung!

Ryan

这些呢就是所谓的CONSOLE了，今天一个朋友提到的时候，心里凉了半截居然不知道是什么，然后去翻字典，字典里面的解释更奇怪 

Console: 安慰, 藉慰. 后来朋友告诉我就是上面的那些东西了，唉~~最喜欢玩的东西居然也会不知道，被损了就好了。

遇到一个在德国读研的好朋友，放假了都会去做做暑期工，一改千金小姐的形象，居然能用每一天都是蓬头垢面形容自己，时过境迁，当时我的第一反应那便是天桥，桥洞下面的“桥客”，她说：“桥客一般比她有味道，有感觉，她是完全自然的那种乱。”确实，桥客一般都有很重的体味，而且那另类的沧桑感也是无法被临摹的。不过像他那样的女生一边劳动，一边还要在国内亲友面前继续装消费阶层，也确实不容易，不过累归累，劳动阶层精神层面确实比消费阶层要高个把台阶。对，劳动最光荣！　我偏偏就是不

一个花了19年时间做成CVN-65 （企业号）不得不服，每个细节处理可谓是惟妙惟肖。太强了~~~